this aint cool no more... you know...im a good kid, i pray, in fact i pray a lot!! i looove my God. im sure he loves me too.. but lately i dont feel the love.. i mean where is the love? where the f*ck is the love?!! i feel so blasphemous (or whatever it is you call it) and ungrateful.. but lately, its just been hard.
i know i have to grateful and all, and i am, but it really gets frustrating when your prayers dont get answered. the thing about praying is you feel vulnerable, you know, coz you acknowledge your weaknesses and all. you acknowledge that you cant handle shyt no more and you need his help, you got no one to turn to so you turn to him.. but i dont think he listens to me.. lately is like "hello!! are you there?" you pray your f*ckin brains out and still nothin happens. you still have enuf brains left to realize this shyt aint funny anymore...
God, im just ravin here, dont get mad at me k?? coz really im a very good kid!!! hahahaha
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