pissed off

speaking of star wars...

dont you hate the feeling of waiting for something and it doesnt come?! i know i do!!!

okay so.."somebody" told me that he (we all know 'somebody' is a he) and i will watch starwars together.. so it was like he asked me out like a month before the actual date. date as in whats the day ok? anyhu, ako naman si tanga, i was looking forward to it even though i know na he's gonna forget about or its not gonna be tuloy. yeah as usual, i was right!.. tho i have to say, it sucks to be right in these kind of things. anyway, i watched it without him coz diba nga i had this feeling and yeah, sadly i was right. so i texted him and i was like, so did you watch starwars na? and he was like yeah.. and i was like, uhh, i have this vague recollection that you said we were gonna watch it together but maybe im wrong. and he was like, yeah i did, but my mom made me watch it e.. i was thinking like dude, did she put a gun to your head?! well, what the hell, he obviously dint wanna watch it with me so f*ck it, right? i dont need him. but the thing is i was kinda looking forward to it since i havent seen him for a long time and all. but whatever. im not that type of person kasi who would say something about it, i would just wait to find out what happens. im not like confrontational and stuff, i just remember what you say and if you werent true to your word, id just take it against you without you knowing it.. hay! but in fairness sa kanya, he was all like, we can still watch it you know. and i was like, i watched it na!.. i was thinking, thanks ha but no thanks! so second choice ako! and i bet he wouldnt even tell me that he watched it na if i dint ask. eh, what if i was one of those stupid girls who wouldnt watch it coz 'reserve' na to watch it with 'him'?!!! e di what, im screwed?! well whatever, he dint force me to believe him right, so its my fault. gosh...thats all i can say.... f*ck!! o yeah, that too..