panic attacks

its been such a long time since i last updated. like a month? sorry you guys.

anyhu, its just that there are a lot of things happening. like for example: the scholarship was finalized already. and the dates not sure yet but im leavin on the 15-18th of sept. look, i got a month to go! oh, god, im having panic attacks already. a month, can you imagine? a month to cram everything in. what the hell right? im excited as hell, but so f-ing sad at the same time. talk about irony.

plus, im back together with my ex, carlo. okay, not back together, but to use his words "getting there but we consider ourselves as taken". labo noh?arte talaga. haha. but whatever, its not like i can make demands coz im leavin, duh-huh. so its been really good.... really. except for last night, god so annoying. okay, i dont wanna re-live it anymore since it sucks and i have to fill my remaining days with happy thoughts...remaining days? may ganun? haha


and school...well, i applied for l.o.a. already but it isnt final yet. so i dont have to attend class anymore, but i still do. talk about being a nerd haha. i know right? god, im weird.

so thats about the long and short of it. god, im so screwed.