live it like you dont give a fxck!

look how screwed i am, i posted the exact same thing na pala. hahaha!

panic attacks

its been such a long time since i last updated. like a month? sorry you guys.

anyhu, its just that there are a lot of things happening. like for example: the scholarship was finalized already. and the dates not sure yet but im leavin on the 15-18th of sept. look, i got a month to go! oh, god, im having panic attacks already. a month, can you imagine? a month to cram everything in. what the hell right? im excited as hell, but so f-ing sad at the same time. talk about irony.

plus, im back together with my ex, carlo. okay, not back together, but to use his words "getting there but we consider ourselves as taken". labo noh?arte talaga. haha. but whatever, its not like i can make demands coz im leavin, duh-huh. so its been really good.... really. except for last night, god so annoying. okay, i dont wanna re-live it anymore since it sucks and i have to fill my remaining days with happy thoughts...remaining days? may ganun? haha


and school...well, i applied for l.o.a. already but it isnt final yet. so i dont have to attend class anymore, but i still do. talk about being a nerd haha. i know right? god, im weird.

so thats about the long and short of it. god, im so screwed.

live it like you dont give a fxck!

god, i havent updated for the longest time! its just that everythings happening at the same time.. and plus, im leavin soon.... awwwwwwwww. fuck man, im startin to panic, i have one month left... well, roughly. i leave sumtym around sept. 15-18..

well mostly im really really excited. but i im havin like panic attacks... i dont wanna leave coz of my "boy" (cant say bf coz of complicated stuff..more later) and coz of my fam of corz. and my indayog family. omg, i love them they are my life. they keep me sane. and thin-er. okay, dan, i can hear you say porky right now.!!!! and my friends wuhuhu!

about they boy... i got back with carlo. but its not official, its just an understanding. i know, it sucks, but i feel like i cant demand so much coz im leavin him rin naman...

live it like you dont give a fxck!

god, i havent updated for the longest time! its just that everythings happening at the same time.. and plus, im leavin soon.... awwwwwwwww. fuck man, im startin to panic, i have one month left... well, roughly. i leave sumtym around sept. 15-18..

well mostly im really really excited. but i im havin like panic attacks... i dont wanna leave coz of my "boy" (cant say bf coz of complicated stuff..more later) and coz of my fam of corz. and my indayog family. omg, i love them they are my life. they keep me sane. and thin-er. okay, dan, i can hear you say porky right now.!!!! and my friends wuhuhu!

about they boy... i got back with carlo. but its not official, its just an understanding. i know, it sucks, but i feel like i cant demand so much coz im leavin him rin naman...