Tuesday, December 20, 2005

its lookin up

something good happened.. i dont wanna jinx it. i just hope im not stupid enough to not recongnize a good thing when it comes to me... im kinda scared, ok not really scared but apprehensive about the whole thing. im just not used to 'really good guys', yknow? coz there sure aint a lot of them lately... not that all the guys i know are jerks but they sure as hell aint that good. oh, joy... i think that i should just revel in the good things that are thrown my way. and not wish for sumn else.. yeah, thats what im gonna do. and if doesnt work out.. at least i got a new friend. sigh.

hey! my birthdays comin up!.. im turning 19! daym. i just wanna spend it with my fam and my closest friends. so, i hope you guys show up, aight?! merry xmas everyone, have the best one ever! muchoz.

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