highschool

I am back from school! dammit, that’s always my starting blog line. but I was here yesterday pa coz I don’t got skul today coz its MANILA day! Cool right? I don’t know if theres a qc day or wherever day. Anyway, every time im back, I realize how much I love my house. seriously. My heart just smiles at the site of my oh so lovely home, haha, sappy! But I cant help it, where I stay for skul is soo like gloomy and shyt, but I still loves it.

Anyhu, I try to stay at home during Fridays coz Im kinda tired already.. and coz I watch laguna beach. I really love that fcking show dude. I don’t know why. So, today, they graduate from highschool… and me, being the dork that I am, I so remembered my highschool graduation…

Grabe! Highschool is the bomb man! My highschool wasn’t really the highschool movies are made of but I loves it.. it was real.. yez, I had my share of drama, drama, drama. But you know, the extent of my “future” plans was senior year. Seriously. I didn’t and still don’t have any plans for college, so now that im in college im kinda just livin as it is. Yknow? Senior year went by sooo fast, I totally dint feel it and in a way, I kinda didn’t cherish it as much as I shouldve. Were all like that, we take everyday for granted and we hate waking up so early every morning so we don’t really take in what happens during the day. And for me, highschool was soo routine. Everyday, I would wake up at 5 am, and when I get to school, I spend like an hour in the c.r. with my friends and fix my hair the exact same way, fold my socks the exact same way but somehow everyday was so different. Its so unlike college. Right now, im like apart from my body and im just watching my self live my everyday life.. yknow? Like, im not really livin it? sheesh! I don’t fix my hair the same way everyday, I don’t fold my socks, coz most of the time, I don’t even wear socks. And I rarely go the bathroom in school anymore, if I do, its just to see if I still look spankin hot! Haha… and Im not followed by all my friends anymore coz we just get together like 2x a week since that’s the only time were free at the same time. And you know, life just goes on and its so uneventful. But I loves it… I feel nostalgic about the whole highschool thing… but I loves college. I just really really wish college looks up…