lu's bday

...so tonight, i just came from Luat's house coz its Lu's and Arnel's bday! HAPPY BDAY LU AND ARNEL!... now that thats over...as usual, it was so CSA reunion! haha... lagi naman e. so i felt like i was back in highschool coz everybody from highschool was there!!... i so miss meanne and janice already! grabe, kasi dapat sa mga gimmicks like that, theyre the ones i hang out with... e hello, meanne is way over there in the states and janz is like hanging out with her college friends too much already! haha! so, that leaves me... but it was aight, i was hanging out with sila pau and seanne... theyre so sweet.. so we were saying nga na times like kanina namin namimiss sila anil and mel and mams kasi theyre so nosy and so funny! you seriously dont have to say shyt coz theyre so madaldal.. yez, more madaldal than i am!...i miss you guys!! i dint know about anil's fashion show thingy so i wasnt able to go... sorry guys... hehe... anyhu, the party was alright... o yeah, roll call: bagui, luat, arnel, baum, gomz, matti, pierre, angel, peza, ago, rono, aki, ping, mikko, chester, allan, roy, nisar, sean, seanne, pau, crissy, ikay, mia, kat?, janna and of courz muah was there!

highschool

I am back from school! dammit, that’s always my starting blog line. but I was here yesterday pa coz I don’t got skul today coz its MANILA day! Cool right? I don’t know if theres a qc day or wherever day. Anyway, every time im back, I realize how much I love my house. seriously. My heart just smiles at the site of my oh so lovely home, haha, sappy! But I cant help it, where I stay for skul is soo like gloomy and shyt, but I still loves it.

Anyhu, I try to stay at home during Fridays coz Im kinda tired already.. and coz I watch laguna beach. I really love that fcking show dude. I don’t know why. So, today, they graduate from highschool… and me, being the dork that I am, I so remembered my highschool graduation…

Grabe! Highschool is the bomb man! My highschool wasn’t really the highschool movies are made of but I loves it.. it was real.. yez, I had my share of drama, drama, drama. But you know, the extent of my “future” plans was senior year. Seriously. I didn’t and still don’t have any plans for college, so now that im in college im kinda just livin as it is. Yknow? Senior year went by sooo fast, I totally dint feel it and in a way, I kinda didn’t cherish it as much as I shouldve. Were all like that, we take everyday for granted and we hate waking up so early every morning so we don’t really take in what happens during the day. And for me, highschool was soo routine. Everyday, I would wake up at 5 am, and when I get to school, I spend like an hour in the c.r. with my friends and fix my hair the exact same way, fold my socks the exact same way but somehow everyday was so different. Its so unlike college. Right now, im like apart from my body and im just watching my self live my everyday life.. yknow? Like, im not really livin it? sheesh! I don’t fix my hair the same way everyday, I don’t fold my socks, coz most of the time, I don’t even wear socks. And I rarely go the bathroom in school anymore, if I do, its just to see if I still look spankin hot! Haha… and Im not followed by all my friends anymore coz we just get together like 2x a week since that’s the only time were free at the same time. And you know, life just goes on and its so uneventful. But I loves it… I feel nostalgic about the whole highschool thing… but I loves college. I just really really wish college looks up…

jagermeister!

it was Cheska's bday yesterday. we went swimming. anyway, to make the story short. i got so wasted, i wanted to die!!! but before that, i have to say, debuts are so fun coz they are like reunions for CSA ZENIORS 04!... the same people go to the same debuts so in a way we havent lost touch. and last night, Cheska said YES to Gage. it was so sweet. cheska's mom gave her permission to have a boyfriend and ches said yes to gage in front of everybody... awwww! no! i am not jealous!! ahaha! serioulsy, i dont wanna have a boyfriend just for the sake of having one. i want it to be real and genuine and you know, not 'gaguhan'.. hehe. anyhu, i got so wasted coz i drank like 8 jagers,(so fckin lakas!) a beer and i drank mindoro slush or whatever, i think it was spiked punch for chaser! and the whole night i was sayin 'puncher' instead of 'chaser'! how stupid right?! and then i went swimming pa. i swear, i wasnt moving in the pool already. i was just sittin in one corner since my world was spinning! and then... since i coulnd hold it in anymore, i ran to the bathroom to puke haha. gross! and then, i went back to the pool... and then when i went up, i just like sat on the corner and slept. then when me and aj, he brought me home, were in the car to pick up his sister. we stopped pa coz i had to puke again! thats so gross! he was such a sweetie tho... haha. so when i got home na, i ran to the bathroom to yes... i had to again.. and at around 5am i woke up again to yes one more time. fckin gross right!! haha! anyway, i dont have such a bad hangover today but my world is still spinnin....

...and i dont wanna be anything other than what ive been trying to be lately...

im back

im back from my dorm. and i have to say its so good to be home. this week was crazy man, i had no tv coz i got it fixed! so me and the radio got really close haha.

my monday and thursday sched is so tiring. i swear! after my 7pm class, i just wanna sleep. i barely have the energy to walk home... and my Hum 1 class is so boring.. grabe my blockmates arent reciting and im like, recite you fuckers! the questions are so easy coz theyre like opinion questions but they still werent answerin. so i was the only one reciting, the teacher already knows my name! haha. i know, loser! ;p

my socsci class is 3 hours straight of pure hell! hay, my friend is so lucky coz their prof is the basist of sugarfree and she said that hes really good. hes very intelligent daw...

i got tito dinno an m.y.m.p cd coz i think thats what he wants. so im excited to give it to him. its our father's day gift for him!

that was basically my week... it wuz kinda good since i now know of 2 cuties in my cutie-deprived school haha!!!

i am back in school. back to the unbearable heat and pollution of Manila, i know, it sucks. anyhu, im soo happy! haha! i saw this cute guy i was talking about before... i still seriously dont know his name and i havent told my friend, who knows him, that i like him.. haha. labo!! so there. but i so think that he knows that like him or sumthin.coz when i was goin down the stairs in the RH lobby, i saw him in line in the OCS, so malamang i was looking at him. and then his friend tells him something and then he turns around and looks at me. and im like omg! and then i saw my friend who is also in line saw i went up to my friend and chit chatted and the cute guy i like was still looking at me! haha! kilig! yuck! im such a dork! i cant believe i am reduced to this state haha!

you know what else is funny? i had my i.d. pics recopied for school and i got it recopied for 20 pcs for 45 bucks! cheap right? but what the heck, what the freak am i gonna do with 20 1x1 i.d pics?! haha!

i swear it is so fun to find somebody you like in school since it gives you a reason to wake up in the morning. haha. i mean, it gives your school day that extra sumthin. so it aint all boring and shyt. ...

but he probably doesnt know i exist and its just my imagination that he was lookin at me.. oh well...gosh!!

punch me

today, my mom dint wake me up. so thats really cool. it was like 12 already and i was like, wheres my mom? how come she aint all shoutin and shyt? so thats a good thing. well, thats because she was so engrossed with her new punching bag! yes, we have a punching bag. its coz my mom wants to tone her arms and make it all muscle-y and shyt. so she was so excited with it thats why she laid off me for a while.

we watched mr and mrs smith. and fuckin a! i forgot my glasses! so the whole movie was so blurred. bad trip tsong! it wasnt as good as what i expected. i thought it was all soo good and shyt since everybody was all ravin about it, but it aint all that. its the kind of movie you watch because of the actors (hottie brad and ms jolie), not because of the story.
anyhu, before we watched, we passed by this sports shop and so my mom bought a punching bag! haha! cool right?! its really hot...

so now, i have somewhere to vent all my frustations on. haha! anger management!! haha

ciao!

laguna beach

who watches Laguna beach here? it airs Friday nights on MTV. i watch it, and i have to say, Stephen is so damn hot! its like a reality show about the lives of this group of friends who live in the O.C. and yes, most of them are hot. even the girls, i have to say. who wants to watch ugly losers on T.V right?! right, right. anyway, the main happenin is with this love triangle: LC, Stephen and Kristin. ("effin loser, recap ba daw what happened?!) LC is like the best friend of Stephen but she wont admit that she's head over fckn heelz in love with delicious Stephen. Stephen on the other hand loves Kristin and Kristin loves him back. So... theyre like this cutsie couple but i so dont approve of kirstin! i want him to like LC! whatever. i love watchin the show, it makes me feel good haha. loser! but daym, theyre practically my age and they have this LIFE, yknow. and i cant help wonderin where my "effin life is!! i seriously have to say this isnt what LIFE AS THEY SAY is supposed to be.

drama drama drama...

1st week of school

the first week of skul is finally over!.. and it was great! i miss being productive and i miss having somewhere to go everday. i missed seeing my friends and of course i missed having allowance!!

as usual in U.P. classes usually start on the 2nd week of school since the profs dont attend the first day of class. in the 7 subz im taking, only 3 showed up. yes, that is U.P. only 3! so i got baon for nothing woohoo! haha.

its such a bummer cause i got tons of readings for my social science II class. and wtf, the prof is sooo boring, tho alot of ppl say he's really good. i got his sub for 3 hours straight and walang pang one hour i was dying of boredom na! i swear! he was explaining the freakin course outline and he even explained the meaning of "course objectives"! wtf right?! grabe... but my 530 - 7pm class is pretty interesting.. its pol sci 14, and the prof asks questions like whats the meaning of freedom and liberty and equality, and if it does exist and im like, dude, its 7 pm, im hungry! haha!

there's this really cute guy in skul... im not sure what his name is yet.. he's a friend of a friend and im not sure whether i should tell my friend that i like his friend.. haha.. he's cute ha, tall and chinese-chinesan. haha

oooh i watched a lot like love.. its funny.. and kinda sweet.. but it aint all that... ang labo nila... and for the record.. i am soo not like amanda peet's character! uhh!! ;p

back to skul

its is back to school. i so logged in right now coz i wont be able to for the next week or so since imma be back in Manila for school. i just came from there to dump my stuff over at mah place and be there tomorrow to clean up and stuff and then, its back to shool on tuesday!! i have to say, i am quite excited. since, we have been de-blocked which means that i will get to meet new people, hopefully. coz im pretty much sick of my blockmates already! haha! luv you block 3!! and no matter what they say! block 3 rules!! haha.. we dont go frontin like sum other ppl haha. wer just our good old lazy selves who dont care what shyt is goin around haha!...

i miss mary anne, janice (imma see u on wed), melody, anilita!, Mams!, baum-bay, u_rik, sneaky sneaky mana, matti, joooooolz (r u still here?), gomz, carlo alcid (good luck with college! ur finally one of us! ;p)

I miss po-kie, corz (aka mica, uhh!), lavz (sweater monkey), yeng (and her libres), tygre (and her non existent joggin invitations)

i miss my cuzins in NY (seb, sim, josh), my "cuz" in Aus. Car to da Lo, my cuz in Canada kuya marky, and my cuzins in the land w/ no movie house gabby and koko!

i miss my non-existent hunny! hahaha

I LOVE YOU ALL!!!

MEANNE!

i gez everyone knows by now.. MEANNE IS STAYIN IN L.A FOR COLLEGE. im soo sad. she's my bestfriend and all, and you know, bestfriends are supposed to be where you are! i gez its me, janice, and mel.

i thnk its really better for her since her family is there.. okay wtf am i saying?!
its just that im gonna miss her so much. she's been gone for like a month and i totally miss her already! what more now that she's staying there for good?! imma miss goin out with her, and trippen, and shoppin, and dressin up in our hoochie outfits. and our accents! wtf right?!

but its fine. every cloud has its silver lining. wait, there is a saying like that right?! haha. basta, i'll miss ya gurl!

LUCKY ME

Yesterday was our enrollment and I swear I was so lucky.. something happened with their schedules or something so they were all underloaded, that means they have to enroll on june 7 pa. By some freak-o accident, mine came out all fine. So I was able to enroll. So lucky me. I went to this prof. For advising and I swear it was kinda freaky.. instead of just signing my form 5 he made small talk with me.. it was so weird, it was like he was hitting on me or something. I felt like I wasn’t supposed to be there. He was like, so are all your blockmates as vibrant as you are. And I was like, uhh, yeah sure?! And he asked me if I was into movies or books and of course I had to be my pretty little self and not show my
‘bad’ side so I answered all his question with this pretty little smile on my pretty little face. Haha … maybe he was just really madaldal, but its all good coz its always helpful when your in your teacher’s good side. Haha!

And we had our indayog interview, it was fine. They just asked the members if they were really willing to commit to the org. and then they taught us their competing piece, burn. It was so aliw to learn it. kasi ang astig nung sayaw, I swear!

happy bday MARIS!

Happy bday Maris! Im so sorry I wasn’t able to make it to your party.. kasi its soo far! Hehe, bakit kasi on the other side of the world pa e!! haha! but I really hope you had fun.. your giveaways are so cute.

I remember my party, it was so stressful. I swear. And I dint have one of those traditional debut parties. I find them so cute and all but im just not really into those kind of things. so I had mine at my house. its like a debut/inuman party. It was so stressful coz I had to look for giveaways. And my mom was like, what do you wanna give them and I was like, whatever, do we even have to have giveaways? Haha. and then she was the one who picked the food and the caterer and she hired a dj with disco lights and stuff haha. I dint even know we were gonna have that. when I arrived from the salon I was like, woah, what happened to my house! haha.. but it was great coz a lot of people came. More people than I expected and more gifts than I expected. Hehe. I love it… its just what I wanted and more. Just the people that I love together. Awwww…

what does ur bday mean?

i took a quiz in www.blogthings.com its suppose to tell me what my bday means and here it is:

Being born on the 21st day of the month (3 energy) is likely to add a good bit of vitality to your life.
The energy of 3 allows you bounce back rapidly from setbacks, physical or mental.
There is a restlessness in your nature, but you seem to be able to portray an easygoing, "couldn't care less" attitude.

You have a natural ability to express yourself in public, and you always make a very good impression.
Good with words, you excel in writing, speaking, and possibly singing.
You are energetic and always a good conversationalist.

You have a keen imagination, but you tend to scatter your energies and become involved with too may superficial matters.
Your mind is practical and rational despite this tendency to jump about.
You are affectionate and loving, but very sensitive.
You are subject to rapid ups and downs.

-- i say its very accurate! except about the singing part! haha

new layout!

my layout is oh so brand new! tha's coz i got so tired with the old one. as usual this ones got so many pictures of muah! haha..

hey carlo! have a safe trip back to australia. i had so much fun with you while you were here! it was crazy! i seriously cant forget the time when this dude said we look good together haha! take care cuz! lotsa luv!

i got up so fuckin early today coz its suppose to be enrollment day. and then when i was about to leave my house sherri texts me and says dont go coz the cybernook got busted or sumthin so enrollment got moved to tomorrow! whats up with that?! good thing i dint leave the house yet.. i guess being late, has its perks then.

i took this EQ test and here are my results: 91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that.i hate it.. in quizzes like this i always get the average.. thats so boring.

im bored beyond my wits here at home.. and mom making quack quack at me all the time aint helping things one bit! i swear, she gets mad at me for not waking up early. and im like WTF?! i really dont understand why she wants me to do this. im like that, when i dont understand or agree with the reason behind something, i dont do it. thats why Mrs. Padlan, my adviser, was so pissed at me coz i kept wearing my skirt long.. hello! coz i dont know why long skirts are bawal in CSA! UHH!! I HAVE A PROBLEM WITH AUTHORITY!