good times

every things going oookkaayyy, note that im not saying good. coz i dont know, things tend to turn shitty when i do that. .. good for me, now, i dont go around living like there's nothing to live for. i, constantly amazed at how things are working out, hopefully its for good, but we all know that aint gonna happen. this fact sucks: "while good things dont last, some dont even happen:
but what can we do right? im determnined to make the good things last as long as they can and make as much memories as possible, coz at the end of the day, that the only youve got right? right!

today was a good day, me and carlie met up at g4. he was late, as fuckn usual. hay, but its ok. fine, its not, but...hay, let go. and then we just hanged out at mdco. ever. i was supposed to get picked up but he said he's gonna bring me home nalang. but his car was at his condo. so, from g4 rode the mrt to his condo and he drove me home. hassle noh? but i love spending time with that dude. and cheap thrills are the best. but i have to say, hassle siya hehe.

live it like you dont give a fxck!

look how screwed i am, i posted the exact same thing na pala. hahaha!

panic attacks

its been such a long time since i last updated. like a month? sorry you guys.

anyhu, its just that there are a lot of things happening. like for example: the scholarship was finalized already. and the dates not sure yet but im leavin on the 15-18th of sept. look, i got a month to go! oh, god, im having panic attacks already. a month, can you imagine? a month to cram everything in. what the hell right? im excited as hell, but so f-ing sad at the same time. talk about irony.

plus, im back together with my ex, carlo. okay, not back together, but to use his words "getting there but we consider ourselves as taken". labo noh?arte talaga. haha. but whatever, its not like i can make demands coz im leavin, duh-huh. so its been really good.... really. except for last night, god so annoying. okay, i dont wanna re-live it anymore since it sucks and i have to fill my remaining days with happy thoughts...remaining days? may ganun? haha


and school...well, i applied for l.o.a. already but it isnt final yet. so i dont have to attend class anymore, but i still do. talk about being a nerd haha. i know right? god, im weird.

so thats about the long and short of it. god, im so screwed.

live it like you dont give a fxck!

god, i havent updated for the longest time! its just that everythings happening at the same time.. and plus, im leavin soon.... awwwwwwwww. fuck man, im startin to panic, i have one month left... well, roughly. i leave sumtym around sept. 15-18..

well mostly im really really excited. but i im havin like panic attacks... i dont wanna leave coz of my "boy" (cant say bf coz of complicated stuff..more later) and coz of my fam of corz. and my indayog family. omg, i love them they are my life. they keep me sane. and thin-er. okay, dan, i can hear you say porky right now.!!!! and my friends wuhuhu!

about they boy... i got back with carlo. but its not official, its just an understanding. i know, it sucks, but i feel like i cant demand so much coz im leavin him rin naman...

live it like you dont give a fxck!

god, i havent updated for the longest time! its just that everythings happening at the same time.. and plus, im leavin soon.... awwwwwwwww. fuck man, im startin to panic, i have one month left... well, roughly. i leave sumtym around sept. 15-18..

well mostly im really really excited. but i im havin like panic attacks... i dont wanna leave coz of my "boy" (cant say bf coz of complicated stuff..more later) and coz of my fam of corz. and my indayog family. omg, i love them they are my life. they keep me sane. and thin-er. okay, dan, i can hear you say porky right now.!!!! and my friends wuhuhu!

about they boy... i got back with carlo. but its not official, its just an understanding. i know, it sucks, but i feel like i cant demand so much coz im leavin him rin naman...

im on my way

ola all! ive got my blog back. i figured i really needed this to keep everyone up to date when im in taipei na. its not yet one hundred percent sure but i got the scholarship so im hoping everything else will fall into place na! im sooooo fuckin excited!! i guess the nervous and scary jitters will just show up when its time to go. but as of now, i excited!

daym darkness

i went to caylabne with my fam. dang, that place is so efffin nice!! check out my pics at michababy.multiply.com

okay, can sumbody fix this fxcking blog? i cant see my tagboard!!!

so, i cant believe, i just survived the worst shyt. wow, thats a first. crying in front of someone is embarassing, well it is for me coz i dont cry at all. but i do now, right. now that we resolved the prob everything is good na. at least i think it is.... right? omg, now i know what they mean when they say communication is the key... tsk tsk. i just hate being left in the dark. dude, im a know it all, haha! so i cant stand not knowing whats goin on around me..

its a good thing its over

its a good thing that whole stressful week is over. dang, i had to chose between school and indayog.. so duh, i chose school! but i felt so guilty... anyway, all is good coz i was able to train... fast forward to the end of my story, we got paid 15k!

awww, adrian is so sweet, he hung out with me during our show... basta un... bottomline is he's so sweet!

o yeah! i saw duncan from southborder.. coz he was one of the guests in the show we danced in... HE'S SO HOT! as in daym!

so basically that was my week... o yeah, i visited ateneo and then me and adrian watched DATE MOVIE, its so fxckin gross.

so now, whats left of my sophomore year are 2 papers and 2 exams... hay, konti na lang!!

oh, the heat!

daym, daym, daym. so, schools about to end. great. but the thing is, i got tons of papers to do and no info to start with. fxckin great! imma fail this course, i swear! imma fail! waaaahh!!!

i just finished goin thru my friends' profiles, coz i havent seen them in a while and was hopin to catch up thru friendster.. pathetic i know. tsk tsk. so i saw janice's page. and i ws like, ohhh myyy Gaaaadddd! i miss us na. kasi naman skul talga, hassle! i swear i just feel like crying everytime i see pics of us together. its been too long guys.... huhu.

so, life is great. except for this God-awful heat. fxck ha, ang init talga, its not funny anymore. my pits are wetter than ever. ewwwww. just kidding haha. i dont stink...

lovelife? finally, i have one! haha. thats all im gonna say about it.. okay fine...i'l make kwento. so you see, i prefer dating ppl who dint go to csa coz its just easier that way. no one has to live up to expectations and pre conceived notions and what not, yknow? but my boyfriend does. wait, im just so not used to saying i have a boyfriend.. i have a boyfriend. i have a boyfriend.. okay, enuf. goin back... so like everyone that knows him goes like, ayy siya? he's like this or like that. and im like. this is exactly why i dont date h.s. friends!!! but its aight, coz thats way highschool, i dont wanna live in that drama anymore, yknow? im just trying to be happy now, so i dont give a damn what happened.. yes, is it true? am i growing up? haha i gez i am.. although i still am a spoiled brat.

i love you my baby!!!

...enuf, gossip.