i just wanna be happy-----> v.5 the hottest this season

i just got home, yeah, im tired as hell coz there were so many people in the mall. i hate it when there are a lot of people, i swear. i wanna scream at them at them and tell them to not touch me! uhh, i know, major biyatch.. haha, oh, well. cant do anything about it. i had to wear heelz to go to the mall coz my asked me to coz we were supposed to go to a 'binyag'. bummer. it turns out, we dint go. me and my sis decided to go shopping instead, so they left us in the mall... daym, all that walking made my feet hurt. so i bought flipz. yeah, i know, flipz again. you can never have too much shoes. its my sis's, SABU, 16th birthday on tues.. so im excited for her. i think she's just gonna treat her friends to a movie. thats all she wants to do. me, i wanna have a party. such a spoiled brat talaga. haha. kidding. okay, thats all, ciao!!

maybe life really sucks. maybe we have to

stop wishing for something better and just

piece together all the good times and make for

ourselves a happy life. maybe, all we can ask

for is to just get through this thing called life.

im tired of being bothered by the whole sad thing. im gonna be happy...

this is what occupies my time when im not in class. i dance. i started out thinking this was just to pass my time. but no, these people became my friends. not only that, now, they are my FAMILY.so, recently we had an outing/ charlie's bday celeb! it was so fun, i tell you that now. we overused the karaoke machine, i swear i havent sung so many songs in my life! in fairness, ang raming magaling kumanta sa indayog ha! except me ofcorz..sad. we got so smashed, okay fine,I
got so smashed. pero mas matibay pa rin ako kay xeng noh!!! haha.
i wuznt the one crying... lolz. sobra sarap ng indayog, walang maarte
pag sinabing sayaw, lahat sayaw!.. duh. dance varsity nga e..and then the more than friendship, we're
next day, we played kiddie games. daym, we are such dorks! at first, i was family....
thinking of ditching the outing coz it was my friend's bday. HAPPY BDAY CARL!.. but good thing i didnt, i wouldve missed half my life..awww.

thanks SIR JOEY for such a great great time. and thankyou for being more than an adviser and more than a friend. thanks for being our DADDY!

so. class has officialy started. i say, this 2 weeks after the ''official' start of the 2nd sem. well, it aint my fault. UP sucks. LATE REG SUCKS! anyway, i cant get over the fact that my econ 101 teacher is so effin pretty. haha, gez im just not that used to seeing beauty queen teachers. i hope she aint all face, i wanna learn dammit. yes naman. for this sem, i also got a rockstar teacher for polsci.he's the guitarist of sugarfree. k fine, im not sure if he's considered a rock star, but wtf?! he certainly lives up to what he is coz he dint show up for our 9-12 class. i wouldnt be bothered by it, except that i woke up early for that class and then hes not gonna show up?! hell no.

so. while waiting, we took pictures. i know, i know. im vain. but who cares?!

i am hoping with all my heart that this sem goes better than ever. so far, so good.

par le vouz francais?

so... my mom arrived yesterday. and it has been nonstop talk about her trip to Paris. omg! i am so freakin jealous. she talked about what they did there and what they ate and what they saw and what they smelled.. (she says the french dont take a bath so they kinda stink) hehe. and i grilled her about every little detail.

so here are some of the things that i remember:
she went to the LOUVRE and she saw the MONA LISA. so, jealous! its only like the most famous painting in the whole wide world. i was thinking that all that hoopla about her smile was overrated and she said, no, she really is mocking you.

she saw this painting of a boy crying coz his mom died and my mom said that the picture was so damn good she felt like she could touch the boy's tears. and it was really a painting about death.

they stayed at the champs elysee (i fuckin dont know the spelling!) and the shopping was soo hott! all the designer labels were lined up there and of course, she had to get herself some louis vuitton! (she bought it for a friend, argh!)

the men are so fucking hot! they all are. even the fucking cab drivers who drive mercedes benzes are hot! and since africa is so close already there really are a lot of intermarriages and daym, those mixed breed kids are so damn byootiful! they got white skin and big dark eyes and big lips. or they got black skin with green eyes and blond hair. dang, why couldnt i have been french?! JE SUI SHWAN (have no idea if the spelling is right) but it means IM HOT! french is courtesy of mz janice lam!

theres to much to share. haha. so i wont na lang. hehe. basta, im so jealous, i wanna go there! i swear, i will go there before i die. i have to! i might just live there when im older. and i have now found my new fantasay nationality: HOT FRENCH MAMA! haha.... enough dreamin, ciao!

tygre, dude i gotta say im not as brave as i thought. haha. im an effin coward man! i know, i know, last night, you know? what i wuz talking about, i cant do it. after thinking about it, i cant do it and its drivin me crazy.

if you dont got an idea what im talking about, read up.

found out this dude lied straight to mah face when i asked him about a lil' sumn sumn. its not a big deal that he lied really. coz, gurls, we all know that guys do that right? im just wonderin why he did it. and what are his motives behind it. im scared, coz i seriously dont wanna look stupid. he might be playing something and im sure im gonna fall for it. coz im gullible like that. big effin sigh right here.

i wuz talking to my friend last night and i was telling her that i would ask this dude about it. but i dont think i can. coz you know, this thing called pride is doing its thang. and i dont wanna throw it all away for nuthinm yknow? no biggie, if im throwin it for sumn worth it, but it might just blow up in mah face, and we dont want that right?! so im stressin over this. but i gez, when it all comes down to it. i'l just have to ask him about it. hurts bein a gurl.

the crew all decked out for CREAM: micha, kat, anil, lia, carlo, mel, martin, euric. we missin katy, bea& hannah tho.

we had so much fun preparin. i know i know, im such a bizatch, my costumes hanging pa talga. haha, gotta lose the big tum tum tho! haha. but whatever! we all hott like that! *snap*

as usual i cant sleep. this cant sleep thing is getting so stressful seriously. its driving me nuts. stress na toh, gagz.

just came home from a party at eurics house, it was erlaines bday. too bad, she got so smashed, she slept thru the rest of her party. we felt so old haha. since erlaine and her batchmates are like 2 or 3 years younger than us. its all good tho, coz we are where the party is at. roll call: me, anil, kat, bea, katy, mamz, euric, carlo, hannah and mike. oohhh, i forgot janice. im so glad that bitch showed up again after such a long time of not seeing her. i missed her so much... what happened in eurics house stays in eurics house. or else we damned haha!! fun fun fun times! this one is for keeps seriously. we trying to make the most of the rest of the break since school starts in a few days. im glad tho that im free tuesdays and fridays, i only got one class. 11:00-1:30, funky right? that means i get to hang out with my friends from lasalle...ohh, excited.

we were so smashed talaga. especially mel, you know shes beyond smashed if she talks in her own language na noh! hahaha! that biyatch. i loves her. and i am so happy for her and carlo! KISSES TO YOU BOTH, MY DEARS.

my mom is coming home from france tom. i swear, the whole time she was there i just got one 1 minute call from her. she called just to say, "anak, earn some money so you can go here, its hella nice" haha! safe trip mother dearest. ciao!

CS AKO!

shyt man! i just checked out my grades.. and i am so effin good man! HAHA, pardon the pride.. wait, who cares?!

here are my grades:
pol sci 14- 1.00
humanities 2- 1.50
modern jazz (p.e)- 1.50
natural science 4- 1.50
communications 3- 1.75
social science 2- 1.25
economics 11- 1.25
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GWA- 1.375

gotta get some sleep.

friday: i went to visit my friends in Lasalle. too bad, they dont got no break,while i have a whole month. shout out to anil, melody, carlo, kat, katy, bea, hannah, martin. it wuz FUN just hanging out. it was my first time there in the greenplace. uhh, its very ghetto. hahafun, they hang out there for hours. theres nothing like that in my school, sad. we have like 3stalls of food there. thats why i dont hang out in our caf.
i left my sis in rob manila. well, she said that she wanted to go shopping alone. so i left her.she wuz fine, then we went home and watched zoro 2 with my brothers. fuckin long and dragging man. fine, but not that good. verdict? P75 out of P120.


saturday: TODAY IS CREAM. we decided to go in costume. kasi nainggit kami last year, we were just wearinnormal clothes. haha, so this year we went all out. we went in partners. me & euric: cheerleader and footballer. (haha, we dint realize the whole team would be there) anil & kat: hades and annata (the earth goddess?) mamz & bea: the hott pimp and ho. (mamz, ur so hot talaga) lia & katie: the devil and slutty angel. hannah & her boy, mike: beach bums. finally, mel & carlo: hot nurse and e.r surgeon. (naks, carlo, very fitting)
bummer to wait for the party to get goin tho. eh, naexcite kami eh, so ang aga namin haha. its wuz so funto get ready, that was half the fun in itself. since ang aga namin, we waited in the parking lot, in our costumes mind you. and the wholesome religious families there were like, what the hell is wrong with thesekids? is that how the kids are now?! haha. it wuz all fun and good until...

katys bag got lost and in it were eurics car keys. no ones fault, some people are just fuckers, really.what the fuck man, theyre that poor they got to steal? howd they get in in the first place?! (entrance is so effin expensive)so we were lookin for it and we were panickin na. actually, euric was panicking. i wuz so tired to panick so i wuz justmajorly bummed. me and euric waited outside to guard his car coz someone might steal it. mamz, so sweetz, went with us. lia was with usbecause she wuz so buzzed she was seein double haha. on the way back to moonwalk to look for eurics sparekeys, he realized he had one in his pocket. damn, i know!...we got home in one piece.


sunday: SWIMMIN IN BATANGAS. i got home around 5 am. we left for batangas at 8am. i wuz so tiredand sleepy, it wuznt funny. i slept with my contacts on pa talaga coz i forgot to take it out the night before, so the wholeday i couldnt take out my shades. which is fine, since i looked hot. haha. during the trip to and from lipa, i was deadto the world. swimmin was so fun. the place was byootiful! the people werent tho. damn, dont understand why somepeople gotta wear shirt and shorts while swimmin. thats so fuckin ghetto (not in a nice way). ewWWW, SO LAME.


that was my loong weekend.
HI MOTHER! HAVE FUN IN FRANCE!